2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea and i plan on trying to use him one day

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *sighs, shakes head* If you say so but i will not fight you...I didn't want to strike at you or say what i said but i didn't even know what happened...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: im srry

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: It's alright...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: It's alright...Just a fair warning would be nice...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: im srry

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *hugs* Don't worry about it...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea ok

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Ok...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *grabs a bottle and starts to drink it*

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *backs away slightly*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *looks up* what

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Nothing last time you got drunk, passed out then problems started...Just don't feel like fighting with a friend...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well just keep me from drinking to much i can go thru about twelve bottles befor i get drunk

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *sighs, shakes my head* Ok...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea *grabs another bottle and drinks it* i just herts so much

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *wraps my wing around you* I'm sorry i can't ease your pain...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea i just lyon would tell me if she cares or not, i dont even think he is helping me

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *looks at you, sighs* What's her real name Joe ?

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: her name is eilen *starts to sing to self softly to self*

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool

If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *looks at you* I'll tell you what i'll go through what i can to find out all that i can...*hugs* Sadly i must be off for the night though...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *hugs u back* ok

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *smiles, runs off* Catch up with you tomorrow...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *yawns & sits at the den entrance*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: hay there

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Hey...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: how r u

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Alright i guess slightly tired but can't sleep...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: oo ok well how did every thing turn out

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Fairly well, eilen cares but she's still young & feelings changes...Best advice chance it & see what happens...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok i will keep it in mind

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Ok...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *hugs u and kisses ur check* thanks

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *hugs back* Your welcome...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *looks at u* did she realy say she cared

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: I didn't talk to her, i don't need to to know what's in her heart...What you need to learn to do is listen closely & pay attention to the signs around you...Your doubting yourself, when one doubts themself they intend to block out all the signs & hope it's not there...*stares off at the night sky*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *looks at u* so what r u saying exactly

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *turns, looks at Joe* Your letting your fears get to you & blocking out the signs that are around you...You don't need people to talk to her & find out if she cares...*puts my hand over your heart* Just open your eyes, heart & take a look around...I'm wiccan i need not talk to her to know what she hides or fears...I know more then you think i know...*stands up & walks to the waters edge staring at the reflection*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *walks over* ok so ur saying i should just let it all play out. so what do u know on her

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up at you* Basically that's how it works, sure heartaches hurt...I should know i've had plenty.All you can really do is make the best out of the hand your delt...She seems like a nice caring girl that told you alot of guys were hitting on her so you don't just blow her off like most guys do...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well i wouldent blow her off even if she didnt

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: There are females out there that have been hurt the same way you have...But you will never know who they are unless your willing to take the chances & possibly be left behind to pick up the pieces...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea well it seem i have to keep being the one to pick up the pices whare ever i go

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: In due time if one is patient long enough they shall find what they are searching for...It just takes time & lots of patients.

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: i belive the law of alcamy

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Alcamy ?

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yes the frist law is to get sumthing u must lose sumthing in return

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: True...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea. thats what i have gone by for a wile

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: That's cool...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea so i have acuwaly lost alot,but i have gaind

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: You win some you lose some...Right ?

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *sighs* It happens i guess...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea it dose

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Your not the only one that doubts yourself either...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well what do u doubt

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Myself, my feelings...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: and what eles

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Mostly myself, what other's have told me...Well i'm off for the night it's about to be 4am, i really should get some sleep...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok night

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *walks out of my den, stretches shaking out my fur then laying out in the sun*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: hay

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Hey...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: whats up

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Not much just hanging out & i was relaxing away from the computer till now but anyways i'll be back in a little bit...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *stretches & yawns*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: this is not good not good st all

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: What's not good ? *look up at you*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: she is on and telles me that she loves me but also some one eles

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: I'm sorry joe...*hugs*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well she says she picks me now that it is all over i think

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Oh i see...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Ok...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: dododododododo and if u'll be my body guard

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: *tilts head & looks at you* What about a body guard ?

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: wha oo srry its a song bye paul simon

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Oh...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea its a good song its called (u can call me al)

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Cool ^_^

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea it is a old song i rember i was like 4 when i saw it, there r two guys one is paul the his the short one andthey r in a white room

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Awkward...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea but its a good song and get ur mind out of the gutter

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: My mind isn't in the gutter...O.o *looks at you awkwardly then shrugs & walks out*

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: Ok...

2007-07-27 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *sits alone in den*

2007-07-27 [Luna Armonial]: You ok joe ?

2007-07-29 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea im good and im back

2007-07-29 [Luna Armonial]: Ok...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ummm i think i have a problum

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: and what would that problem be joe?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well alice is geting fellings for me and i have sum for her but im invalved so i cant get eney more feelings for her and i dont wont to hert her

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: All you can really do Joe is tell her the truth before she starts to like you too much...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well i tolled her i am in a relation but i know she still has feelings about me

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: Not really much you can do though...If she has feelings for you she'll have feelings for you...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea it sucks to be me because i have to push people away but try and keep them close

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: It's understandable though...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: it is realy hard to be me

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *hugs* Sometimes even those who think it's not it ends up being hard at some point or another...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: Yup...*stands up & walks off to my den then walks back out*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *sits down feeling bad*

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *walks back over to you putting on pair of earings*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: what r u geting ready for

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *shrugs* For the hell of it i guess, i really don't know...Supposed to go to a BBQ on another plane...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: Ok...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: whait or u an lyon r plan on doing sumthing sum how

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: Plan on doing what exactly ? *turns, looks at you*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: plan on doing sumthing fun and thats y ur geting dressed up

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *shakes head* No...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok well whats wrong

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: Nothing's wrong...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: stop lieing u had a tear fall

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up at you, stares into your eyes* If i was lying you would know...*stands up, walks off into the woods*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *sits down* ok im just trying to help luna

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *turns & looks at you* I'll tell you the same thing a wise man once told me...If you can't help yourself how does one expect to help others ? *turns away & walks deeper into the woods letting the tears fall*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *gets up then punches the wall puting and hole through it*

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *sits in darkness alone*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: if u have so much rage then take it out on me

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *growls, then lets out a loud howl* I wont touch you, i wont take my anger out on you...For i will not stop till i feel fulfilled & even then i'll just go out for the kill...*stands up & walks off to my den*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: then do so come on atack me

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *turns, looks at you* Don't tempt me...*continues walking till i can no longer hear you*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *runs up to u* damit i said atack me reles ur anger

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *keeps walking & trances out*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: FUCK, GOD DAMIT, FUCK THIS SHIT! IM SUPOSED TO HELP U ALICE AND PAGE WHEN LYON IS NOT HERE BUT NO ONE FUCK WONTS ME TO TRY FUCK THIS IM OUT

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *growls, turns grabbing you* You can't help me release my anger cause you don't know how & i've got to go for now...Hopefully lyon can explain why later...

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *walks in slowly and sits down by the enterence*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *sits alone by a little puddle*

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *pokes your shoulder* whats up?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: im usless, i cant help people

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: well, do you know who has a serpent tattoo on thier arm that both of us know?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: no who

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: trying to find that out...i think it's argon

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: y what is so im portan about it

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *shakes my head* im not saying until i find out who it was that had that tattoo..

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: thanks make me feel like the person that might have it

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *shakes my head* lets just say its a personal issue, shall we...but i need to find out who it is.

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well i got one thats close but its a dragon with a serpent in his mothe

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *pulls up your sleeve so i can see it then walks off a distance to a puddle and makes a small cut, letting the blood drop in the water*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea go ahead i made it my slef it is a left arm tattoo

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *nods* may i talk to john please?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok hold on a sec

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *nods*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: (john) what is it my friend

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: i was wondering if you could help me with something...*points to the puddle* ever head of a looking glass?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yes what about *looks at the puddle* what the?

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *sighs and waits for it to finish*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *waches* what the hell r u showing me

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *shakes my head* it was a nightmare of luna's...i dont think it was a nightmare. do you think that was scyman?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea it was but y is it luna's

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *turns to you* then he needs to pay...he was trying to do something with my wife against her will...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: what? when

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: over the weekend...saturday night.

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: what was it

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *growls and whispers in your ear*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ooo shit

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *nods* now do you see why i want him to pay? *plungews my foot into the puddle, making the images stop*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea but thats only if he is free and it is my job, u have to take care of o'mally

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *nods* that wont be an issue...but scyman has been getting really close...he coould have gotten out for a few moments.

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea but then he would be in joes body, none of us can be free un less joe has a big stabe in the senter of him or his head is cut off

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: even astrally?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: thos r the only ways out

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: hmm....*thinks* it could have been a premonition of hers...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: might have been

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *sits down* just keep an eye on scyman, ok? i dont want him pulling that.

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well im not shere he might have all ready

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: you said he couldnt get out yet...

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *walks in & snarls* I want to see scyman now...

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *pins luna and stares into her eyes*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: yea but hell's geat is a way in to joes mind, and he is free to rome there

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *stares at luna then looks up at john* but that was her room...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well then it must have been joes body with scyman in side, so it looked like him

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *nods* then i ask you to do it before he does anything else.

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: ok

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: thanks...*nuzzles luna lightly* relax love...

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: (joe) what happen?

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *shakes head* just talkng with john, figuring some things out

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *tosses you off of me* Don't muzzle me...I'm not an animal...*growls & walks off*

2007-07-30 [Lyon Armonial the healer]: *howls and walks off in the other direction*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *sits down*

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *stops, turns back around then sits across from Joe* I need to ask you something & i need an honest answer...Please...*eyes water with rage*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: what is it

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: Does scyman have access to your astral self when your sleeping ?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: once in a wile y

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: Does he own a locket or some kind of pendant ?

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: not that i know of y *puts hand in pockit then eyes brightan*

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *tosses a locket at you* If it's not his then it's the one your mother gave you...Keep him out of my room cause i'll kill him if he touches me again...*eyes water with shame as i stands up & walk off into darkness*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *pulls out my hand* oo shit it it a pendant and on the back is ingraved scyman

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *hugs my knees tightly & lets a tear fall* That's why i was crying this morning, how do you tell your mate hey one of the enemies i made rapped me & actually succeeded but he wont succeed twice...*closes my eyes tightly, tries my best to fight back the tears*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: *walks over and sits with u* im srry

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: *looks up at you* It's not your fault...*watches my hand tremble uncontrolable as i grab & hold my hand still*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well i feel like it is because he is my split persanalaty

2007-07-30 [Luna Armonial]: He's not your personality it's self it's a spirit that's using you as a vesile...*turns, stares at the blood where i sit then lays down & whimpers softly*

2007-07-30 [BLOOD THIRSTY PSYCHO]: well it still feels like my fualt